post-CHRISTMAS post
Call this spur of the moment - an eventuality I wish not to waste. There's so much I wish to tell. Many things happened for the past days and I have been to a lot of oases - too subtle for others to see, just for me, actually (if you've been following me, by now, I hope, you already know what I mean :D).
Taking time. Taking care. Taking chances. Giving love. This has been the theme of my Christmas. Though not a pre-imposed one, rather these were the things that kept me introspective, before, during and a few days after commemorating Christ's nativity. I had a teary-eyed Christmas.
Taking time. I have a chronic disease related to time. I often waste a lot of time. I'm either idle or too busy working on not so important things. But this is not about me taking much of my time and flushing them down the drain. Not about me wasting time. It's about relationships. Ties. Bonds. Friendship. Family. This past Christmas taught me the value of time in relationships.
I've been forever dreaming of an "almost-perfect" relationship, with my family and friends - less friction, more fun. I just realize that the main culprit for my not so close ties with the people I love is me. I've been so thrifty in investing time with them. Doing the otherwise brought a great change within me.
Labels: an attempt, christmas, introspection
